Hiiii!!!

I never knew anything about blogs and sites like this until i came to chennai and realised everyone has a blog and its pretty kewl to have one! :) So here i am with my first blog...actually the credit goes to Arthi... i read her blog so religiously that i get to know whats on her mind... and the whole idea of not talking and still letting your freinds know your state of mind is pretty neat...
I am a typical gemini, get bored with things tooo soon, but i hope this continues to intrest me coz its me who is writing and getting things off my chest....
Lately i have been quite lost and confused..... and in a very funny state of mind...there isnt any direction and the only question coming back to me time and again is " What is that you want to do girl" At 30 its time u know what u want from life... and not be so fickle minded to keep changing your choices in life.... Ya ! Ya! how many times have i told myself.... i love my freedom , my idependence.... so much.... i think i dont feel the need for a man in my life... i'm happy being single and enjoying life.....I will do what i feel like doing... not what anyone wants me to do.... and at the end of it... alll when i speak to mom or cma( my adorable twin sis) everything changes..... I want to feel loved , pampered ohhhh most imp... i want to be a mother.. I wish it was easy to have a child without being married.... i know its not impossible... but dont have the guts for it...

There it goes.... big talk... and all else... phusss...
I know i am digressing from and dont know what i am writing but i am enjoying this expereience...Okie.... i am dying to c this this uploaded so wont write more....
Hope to back soon with some sensible stuff... and not just blabber... Write now i feel like when i am drunk.... i.e i am getting a HIGH!! and it feels good... Muaaahhhh to all and c u soon