That was some break!! :)

Hiii, i am back after a very long break, i guess this city does this to you, chennai had more time.
Life's been a lot different from what i thght it would be once i wld be back in bby. Intially didnt quite like it, thght everything and everyone was so fake...... but bby just absorbs you in itself...and now i feel very much a part of this city.

Moving in to my own place has been the newest event in my life.... ooops let me correct that !!!havent reached the stage to buy my own house but yup currently staying all by myself...in a rented place , no more sharing my place or company accomodation and stuff....So lot of my time is going in doing up my place with tonsss of work coming in at office...time just seems to be flying.....Yuppp!!! getting older....like my no ties life...pretty happy on my own..... not answerable to any moron men.....who want to know eveything you do.... but ya at the same time getting lottttssss of attention from some intelligent , older men...;) just what i want.....
Guess have been around with tooo many kiddzzz....i know my maternal insticts are very high.... but dont want to mother them all the time...... want someone..... to father me... actually... hehehehhe :) Ya i know i am weird.... but thats just me.... and everyday in life is a new beginning , a new learning . Do i like it???? Sometimes i do... sometime i dont....but that wat life's all about.....

So long farewell....

Its been a long time since i wrote anything, just been busy and didnt feel upto it. Have had a crazy week, turned 30 , seema my twin flew down from delhi , confused lot of ppl at work and around... so overall good fun. Checked into a spa Aura , at the Park and got pampered, had lott of good food . And now i am packing my bags...... yes i am heading back to Bby for good... and this time i dont see any change in plans. Not very excited though coz all my good freinds in bby have moved out the city... so it will be new start. Good and bad both. I have had some really good time here and have made some warm and genuine freinds.
I just writing....i am distracted right now with too many things around, will write more at ease...

I got luckkkkkyy Yipee!!!

I dont believe it nor would you ... remeber my last post where i was only sulking and sobbing....hehehe i'm so excited , i got my lost bag back... thanks to help from a great freind Manoj Prem! Cant thank him enuff..I knew i liked chennai , but post loosing and finding my bag... i love this city....i know something like this wld have never happened in bby. I was reading my last post and realised how filmy and melodrmatic i had become....but today i just cant stop smiling...:))

Thank you god! i know u watching... :) and Thank you everyone who tried their level best to make me feel better....Muuaaahhhhh!!!! Life's beautiful again.... i'm insane i know........

Bad luck....

PMSing majorly and luck also seems to not favor me... Lost my gym bag y'day which had a whole lot of my stuff my shoes, me new sandals , my hair dryer, my towel, 2 pairs of clothes.... freak... and what not....alll becoz of my carelessness...cant blame anyone else rite....Thanks to this loss.... cldnt even go to the gym.... Sulked and sobbed the whole nite...When u loose something its not the materialisitic value which u cry over its the memories attached to it. Sandals bot by geetika which i wanted sooo badly.... dryer bot by my ex-bf who is soo dear to me...U somewhere feel u lost a part of yourself...Am i overeacting to it or is it natural dont.. know..

Everything is feeling quite gloomy rite now...though you have freinds around you to make you feel nice. but these r times when u miss a man in your life... who can just say....Plzzz dont be upset , its fine honey... i'll buy you better stuff that what u lost.....( actually someone did say that!! ) but still i'm sad.....

I want the same dryer , the same sandals ,the same emotions.... that came with all of it...As they say times a great healer... will overcome this loss with some time... Right now i just wanted to get it out of my system so doing it....

I think it's the evil eye.... i wore a saree y'day and got loads of compliments and someone did tell me i should be carefulll the evil eye wld strike... and there it did... in this way...
Have told my mom to send me a black thread... to ward off evil.... How things can make u supersititious....Geetika told me i shld dump that bag.... as i had overused it.... , a girl in office had been eyeing my white sandals.....my blue trousers made me look thin.....my dryer made me staightenn my hair... :((((( sobb sobbbsobbbbbb i can just go on and sulkkkkkkkk........booooooooo...............

Long time ! Told u. na....

Hey, its been a long time since a posted anything, and dont say i didnt warn you abt it, its just me, gets bored with stuff soon. Actually for a change have been slightly busy at work so havent managed time for it...
Weekend has been a long one and with gitika in town it was quite a blast... except few things to spoil my day. I think i am already looking fwd to my nxt weeknd... need it badly.. just relax and rejuvenate...

I think i am expereiencing my typical mood swings.... happy , sad , confused, irritated, snappy, very mushy , i dont care, leave me alone, give my space... and what nott....thats just why i joined Fitness One to get all these things off my head...feel postitive , hasnt helped for so far .... hopefully one week of workout shld do some good....

I also piked up a new book y'day Winning by Jack Welch... had wanted it for long ,probably this is my first non fiction book.... :) time for some intellectual stuff aha!...

Have a positive attitude and spread it around never let yourself be a victim, and for goodness sake - have fun! :) Well said Mr. Welch!!

Well! Well! Thats a quick preview of me..All my pictures are taken with my chin up to hide the layers of fat under it.... not very photogenic.. but ok.. depends on who takes the pics.. :) Some of my ex bfs have managed to take some good pics of mine which even i like :)

Stop Planning!!

U wouldnt have heard this from anyone!! Yes! thats what i'm going to do, stop planning..... the moment i make some plans something new comes up.... Did i ever think i am going to be in chennai for sooooo long , its going to be 3 mnths now... Nah!!! but here i am and seems like i wld be here for couple of more months. Y'day's been a pretty exciitng day so didnt write.... by exciting i mean i have been busy and didnt really have to kill time...

I was pretty restless the whole morning and just when i thght i wld do something impulsive.... some new developments came by....which sound good! So there my plans go for a toss again!!!
Man!!! what to dooooooooooo.... had a good chat with amma! which was the best part of the day!
And hearing abt kuku's pranks can just leave u in splits. Kuku n Nona bring out the child in amma and papa...thats when u realise the impact of grandchilderen and the levels to which they can go to pamper them....Amazing!