Bad luck....

PMSing majorly and luck also seems to not favor me... Lost my gym bag y'day which had a whole lot of my stuff my shoes, me new sandals , my hair dryer, my towel, 2 pairs of clothes.... freak... and what not....alll becoz of my carelessness...cant blame anyone else rite....Thanks to this loss.... cldnt even go to the gym.... Sulked and sobbed the whole nite...When u loose something its not the materialisitic value which u cry over its the memories attached to it. Sandals bot by geetika which i wanted sooo badly.... dryer bot by my ex-bf who is soo dear to me...U somewhere feel u lost a part of yourself...Am i overeacting to it or is it natural dont.. know..

Everything is feeling quite gloomy rite now...though you have freinds around you to make you feel nice. but these r times when u miss a man in your life... who can just say....Plzzz dont be upset , its fine honey... i'll buy you better stuff that what u lost.....( actually someone did say that!! ) but still i'm sad.....

I want the same dryer , the same sandals ,the same emotions.... that came with all of it...As they say times a great healer... will overcome this loss with some time... Right now i just wanted to get it out of my system so doing it....

I think it's the evil eye.... i wore a saree y'day and got loads of compliments and someone did tell me i should be carefulll the evil eye wld strike... and there it did... in this way...
Have told my mom to send me a black thread... to ward off evil.... How things can make u supersititious....Geetika told me i shld dump that bag.... as i had overused it.... , a girl in office had been eyeing my white sandals.....my blue trousers made me look thin.....my dryer made me staightenn my hair... :((((( sobb sobbbsobbbbbb i can just go on and sulkkkkkkkk........booooooooo...............