Well! Well! Thats a quick preview of me..All my pictures are taken with my chin up to hide the layers of fat under it.... not very photogenic.. but ok.. depends on who takes the pics.. :) Some of my ex bfs have managed to take some good pics of mine which even i like :)

Stop Planning!!

U wouldnt have heard this from anyone!! Yes! thats what i'm going to do, stop planning..... the moment i make some plans something new comes up.... Did i ever think i am going to be in chennai for sooooo long , its going to be 3 mnths now... Nah!!! but here i am and seems like i wld be here for couple of more months. Y'day's been a pretty exciitng day so didnt write.... by exciting i mean i have been busy and didnt really have to kill time...

I was pretty restless the whole morning and just when i thght i wld do something impulsive.... some new developments came by....which sound good! So there my plans go for a toss again!!!
Man!!! what to dooooooooooo.... had a good chat with amma! which was the best part of the day!
And hearing abt kuku's pranks can just leave u in splits. Kuku n Nona bring out the child in amma and papa...thats when u realise the impact of grandchilderen and the levels to which they can go to pamper them....Amazing!

Dont want to break the chain!!

Hey!!! didnt want to break the chain of writing ... thght shld drop in a line....
Sunday's been quite a chiller day.... lazed at home the whole day...evening was getting into a dip mode... so went shopping...Trust me! thats the best stress buster... for me. And i think i am a Complusive shopholic. Two things to kick me out of a dip mode.... shop or pamper myself...
Well it did work... i think i get the kick out of blowing up money without thinking abt it...only when i get my cc bills and chk my bank statement does reality strike...!!!
Evening good food at the guest house, followed by a drive to the beach with arthi and anu was just what i needed... and ofcourse when i mention arthi u cant miss out the smokes..!!! :))
Been in a pretty happy mood since evening... everything seems nice around me!!!

Kick started my day with the gym , followed by monday blues...Hope i can continue my reigme and loose some kilos... and become all oomppphh!!! ;) Too late .. i know but no harm in trying right!!!

Weekends come and weekends go... time seems to be running so fast... Already nearing May and i thght 2006 had just started....Hmmmm!!!

Guess whozz Backk!!!

Hey! After all the excitment of my first blog... and announcing its launch to freinds, i'm back and today hopefully should be a lot more sensible stuff.
though i am quite sleepy right now....was awake till 5:30am y'day and chatting with whom.... u just cant guess my roomate Geetika.... my first blog went without a mention of her... She's my bumchum.....she has heard so much shit from me and has always been patient to let me blabber when i am in a pissed mood... and y'day nite happened to be one those days..... Speaking to her makes me relax and be calm....Ok!!Ok!! before anyone starts getting ideas... I am absolutely staright and normal and unlike most people i have a very selected few freinds who know me, so i cherish them a lot....
Saturday at work isnt a gr8 idea... and specially when u not doing anything... so the best way to make use of it is to write..
While i'm mentioning freinds... a new freind in chennai cannot go without mentioning...."He's a chiller baby....." "For what joy!!!!" "Mad or whattt!!!!" " Accha listen na" Has to be followed by "tell na" , Nice ... Very Nice... Ok!!!! For whoever is confused... this is his lingo.... He's fun to be with.... but being with him is making me a target of some people's dirty looks and freaking attitude. Do i care ??? Nah!!! i dont give a rat's ass.... ; )heheheheheh I got atttitude too !!!

Also to mention Sanjiv, with whom i had a good long chat today...who is curious to check out my blog!! i have given him warnings already not to get scandalised..oh! he a such a wonderful person..... unlike most chennai guys . You can have a good conversation with him and never get bored. And yes! most imp... we share somthing common!! Good Food!!! :) and he's the perfect guide...

I've been in chennai for 21/2 months now..... and slowly i'm getting to like this city...though i miss bby and all the fun i had there... i am a true believer of whatever happens , happens for good. Some things are destined to be ..... and if it has to happen it will happen.... no point stressing yourself about it... I know its easier said than done! :) Well did someone talk abt contradicting yourself thatss me... I think my moods determine my attitude. I can be tooo bindass or i can even be very closed....Well thats me for today!! Gotta go now....and chill....
Will be back again soon.....

Closing the day with one more thought! " Change is the only thing thats constant" !!! A fav quote of another freind of mine!! dont want to mention him....awwwwww!!! leaving you with lot of thghts to ponder...What macha !! enjoy madi ( chennai lingo... i'm catching up) .

Hiiii!!!

I never knew anything about blogs and sites like this until i came to chennai and realised everyone has a blog and its pretty kewl to have one! :) So here i am with my first blog...actually the credit goes to Arthi... i read her blog so religiously that i get to know whats on her mind... and the whole idea of not talking and still letting your freinds know your state of mind is pretty neat...
I am a typical gemini, get bored with things tooo soon, but i hope this continues to intrest me coz its me who is writing and getting things off my chest....
Lately i have been quite lost and confused..... and in a very funny state of mind...there isnt any direction and the only question coming back to me time and again is " What is that you want to do girl" At 30 its time u know what u want from life... and not be so fickle minded to keep changing your choices in life.... Ya ! Ya! how many times have i told myself.... i love my freedom , my idependence.... so much.... i think i dont feel the need for a man in my life... i'm happy being single and enjoying life.....I will do what i feel like doing... not what anyone wants me to do.... and at the end of it... alll when i speak to mom or cma( my adorable twin sis) everything changes..... I want to feel loved , pampered ohhhh most imp... i want to be a mother.. I wish it was easy to have a child without being married.... i know its not impossible... but dont have the guts for it...

There it goes.... big talk... and all else... phusss...
I know i am digressing from and dont know what i am writing but i am enjoying this expereience...Okie.... i am dying to c this this uploaded so wont write more....
Hope to back soon with some sensible stuff... and not just blabber... Write now i feel like when i am drunk.... i.e i am getting a HIGH!! and it feels good... Muaaahhhh to all and c u soon