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Monday, May 29, 2006

So long farewell....

Its been a long time since i wrote anything, just been busy and didnt feel upto it. Have had a crazy week, turned 30 , seema my twin flew down from delhi , confused lot of ppl at work and around... so overall good fun. Checked into a spa Aura , at the Park and got pampered, had lott of good food . And now i am packing my bags...... yes i am heading back to Bby for good... and this time i dont see any change in plans. Not very excited though coz all my good freinds in bby have moved out the city... so it will be new start. Good and bad both. I have had some really good time here and have made some warm and genuine freinds.
I just writing....i am distracted right now with too many things around, will write more at ease...

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I got luckkkkkyy Yipee!!!

I dont believe it nor would you ... remeber my last post where i was only sulking and sobbing....hehehe i'm so excited , i got my lost bag back... thanks to help from a great freind Manoj Prem! Cant thank him enuff..I knew i liked chennai , but post loosing and finding my bag... i love this city....i know something like this wld have never happened in bby. I was reading my last post and realised how filmy and melodrmatic i had become....but today i just cant stop smiling...:))

Thank you god! i know u watching... :) and Thank you everyone who tried their level best to make me feel better....Muuaaahhhhh!!!! Life's beautiful again.... i'm insane i know........

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Bad luck....

PMSing majorly and luck also seems to not favor me... Lost my gym bag y'day which had a whole lot of my stuff my shoes, me new sandals , my hair dryer, my towel, 2 pairs of clothes.... freak... and what not....alll becoz of my carelessness...cant blame anyone else rite....Thanks to this loss.... cldnt even go to the gym.... Sulked and sobbed the whole nite...When u loose something its not the materialisitic value which u cry over its the memories attached to it. Sandals bot by geetika which i wanted sooo badly.... dryer bot by my ex-bf who is soo dear to me...U somewhere feel u lost a part of yourself...Am i overeacting to it or is it natural dont.. know..

Everything is feeling quite gloomy rite now...though you have freinds around you to make you feel nice. but these r times when u miss a man in your life... who can just say....Plzzz dont be upset , its fine honey... i'll buy you better stuff that what u lost.....( actually someone did say that!! ) but still i'm sad.....

I want the same dryer , the same sandals ,the same emotions.... that came with all of it...As they say times a great healer... will overcome this loss with some time... Right now i just wanted to get it out of my system so doing it....

I think it's the evil eye.... i wore a saree y'day and got loads of compliments and someone did tell me i should be carefulll the evil eye wld strike... and there it did... in this way...
Have told my mom to send me a black thread... to ward off evil.... How things can make u supersititious....Geetika told me i shld dump that bag.... as i had overused it.... , a girl in office had been eyeing my white sandals.....my blue trousers made me look thin.....my dryer made me staightenn my hair... :((((( sobb sobbbsobbbbbb i can just go on and sulkkkkkkkk........booooooooo...............

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Long time ! Told u. na....

Hey, its been a long time since a posted anything, and dont say i didnt warn you abt it, its just me, gets bored with stuff soon. Actually for a change have been slightly busy at work so havent managed time for it...
Weekend has been a long one and with gitika in town it was quite a blast... except few things to spoil my day. I think i am already looking fwd to my nxt weeknd... need it badly.. just relax and rejuvenate...

I think i am expereiencing my typical mood swings.... happy , sad , confused, irritated, snappy, very mushy , i dont care, leave me alone, give my space... and what nott....thats just why i joined Fitness One to get all these things off my head...feel postitive , hasnt helped for so far .... hopefully one week of workout shld do some good....

I also piked up a new book y'day Winning by Jack Welch... had wanted it for long ,probably this is my first non fiction book.... :) time for some intellectual stuff aha!...

Have a positive attitude and spread it around never let yourself be a victim, and for goodness sake - have fun! :) Well said Mr. Welch!!